I’m not sure if I even have feelings. Like sure I feel sad and happy. But to have a burning desire for someone, to like everything about someone. To want to be with someone, not just for the looks or the pressure to be with someone. I really think I’m heartless. And to think about what I like and what turns me on…theres really nothing. I’m not sure if its just hidden deep inside my soul, but its not present. hm, life can surely be interesting.